Winter...sort of..
So far this quarter has been alright, I've said I was going to change majors...umm probably 20 times or more in the last 2 weeks alone. Other than that, I've been bogged down with work, yet at the same time I am trying ignore this work to some extent, and my performance has been lacking. I think my private teacher sees it and is trying to help in some ways though, which is nice. He gave me some really tough work to start the quarter off, and I didn't do as good as I could have done. Other than that I am in a quartet as well, which I really don't like being in becuase I feel that I am just saying everything that nobody else wants to say, yet when I do speak I feel as though their is some hate/harsh mood towards me every time I talk. I don't really know what it is. I really want our quartet to succeed, and we are sounding really good. I know we can do better though and my lack of patience really doesn't do good for me either.
I've started going to the bible study that my RA is in, and it's nice to talk about God again in a familiar setting. Also I've found the other church that my mom has been telling me to go to, and it's nice and all I just don't get the feeling like any of the other kids really want to be their that much. I might just be getting this out of left field, but I might try and join their "Newmen" community, which is their youth group here. Hopefully something can bring me back to a more "home-like" sence that I had at ressurrection. I've been thinking that if i did change majors I wouldn't mind being a youth leader/minister or how ever you call it. The person that organises all the religious activities for the kids at a church, and runs all of the youth groups, and works with kids. I think that would be a satisfying job, if it even is one... I don't really know.
All of the above sort of rolls into one, which is..growing older and growing up, and learning all what life is about.
I think that is about all for now.. If I have more time then I will try and update/write some more on here as well....peace out everyone and happy lent!
I've started going to the bible study that my RA is in, and it's nice to talk about God again in a familiar setting. Also I've found the other church that my mom has been telling me to go to, and it's nice and all I just don't get the feeling like any of the other kids really want to be their that much. I might just be getting this out of left field, but I might try and join their "Newmen" community, which is their youth group here. Hopefully something can bring me back to a more "home-like" sence that I had at ressurrection. I've been thinking that if i did change majors I wouldn't mind being a youth leader/minister or how ever you call it. The person that organises all the religious activities for the kids at a church, and runs all of the youth groups, and works with kids. I think that would be a satisfying job, if it even is one... I don't really know.
All of the above sort of rolls into one, which is..growing older and growing up, and learning all what life is about.
I think that is about all for now.. If I have more time then I will try and update/write some more on here as well....peace out everyone and happy lent!