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ok this is about my last entry and also to kaylas comment
ok sorry for sayin that chris is tryin to get back at me im just really pissed off with how many people are telling jess that im going to hurt her. trust me kayla if i really wanted to kiss you that day i hung out with u i would have. but guess what, jess is the one that i care about more. i figured that out. ya at one point i was confused about if i liked u or jess more. and it confused me to the point of that when i talked to u i wanted to be going out with u. but when i was with jess i never wanted to leave. it was very confusing. but im not confused anymore. i love jess. she is the best thing that has ever happend to me. she dosnt make me feel stupid when i say something stupid she just looks at me and laughs and it just makes me realize without her having to say it that i just did or said something stupid. and i can just look at her for no aparent reason and think to myself that im just not good enough for her. but i no she loves me. and it makes me feel so much better about myself.
as for the chris thing. ok EVERYONE nos that we hate eachother. its no secret. im just sick of always hearing his name with the thing that pisses me off the most. him telling everyone that im going to hurt jess. i no he isnt the only one sayin it but he is the name i hear the most. i just got pushed off the edge.
kayla i hated andy. i hate chris. we got threw it with andy. i hope we can get threw it with chris 2. u are a good friend to me and tell me how it is with whatever it is, no matter if it will piss me off or not.
i just want everyone to stop saying that i am going to hurt jess. im not going to fucking hurt her. i love her to damn much to screw it up.
kayla yes i do still have feelings for u. but guess what, i dont want to go out with u eather. u are amasing but me and u just wouldnt work. we fight to much. we are to different. we are great friends but i think we found out that it is also nothing more.
i didnt want to be an ass i just couldnt deal with holdin in my feelings anymore. i blew up on the wrong people. sorry. but stop sayin i am goin to hurt jess. i love her and the only thing that will break us up is if we just lose feelings for eachother. and right now i dont think that is posible for me.
can everyone just leave jess alone about this. talk to me if you have a problem just dont go to her. i can handle if people hate me. i just dont want any more presure on jess ok.
well sorry for the chris thing.
ok sorry for sayin that chris is tryin to get back at me im just really pissed off with how many people are telling jess that im going to hurt her. trust me kayla if i really wanted to kiss you that day i hung out with u i would have. but guess what, jess is the one that i care about more. i figured that out. ya at one point i was confused about if i liked u or jess more. and it confused me to the point of that when i talked to u i wanted to be going out with u. but when i was with jess i never wanted to leave. it was very confusing. but im not confused anymore. i love jess. she is the best thing that has ever happend to me. she dosnt make me feel stupid when i say something stupid she just looks at me and laughs and it just makes me realize without her having to say it that i just did or said something stupid. and i can just look at her for no aparent reason and think to myself that im just not good enough for her. but i no she loves me. and it makes me feel so much better about myself.
as for the chris thing. ok EVERYONE nos that we hate eachother. its no secret. im just sick of always hearing his name with the thing that pisses me off the most. him telling everyone that im going to hurt jess. i no he isnt the only one sayin it but he is the name i hear the most. i just got pushed off the edge.
kayla i hated andy. i hate chris. we got threw it with andy. i hope we can get threw it with chris 2. u are a good friend to me and tell me how it is with whatever it is, no matter if it will piss me off or not.
i just want everyone to stop saying that i am going to hurt jess. im not going to fucking hurt her. i love her to damn much to screw it up.
kayla yes i do still have feelings for u. but guess what, i dont want to go out with u eather. u are amasing but me and u just wouldnt work. we fight to much. we are to different. we are great friends but i think we found out that it is also nothing more.
i didnt want to be an ass i just couldnt deal with holdin in my feelings anymore. i blew up on the wrong people. sorry. but stop sayin i am goin to hurt jess. i love her and the only thing that will break us up is if we just lose feelings for eachother. and right now i dont think that is posible for me.
can everyone just leave jess alone about this. talk to me if you have a problem just dont go to her. i can handle if people hate me. i just dont want any more presure on jess ok.
well sorry for the chris thing.