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I believe what i said on March 9 of 2004 applies greatly to me right now. so im going to post it again.
"Have you ever had that one person that you really really dont want to love, but no matter how hard you try not to, you still want nothing more than to be with them? And it seems the more you try to hate them, the more you end up falling for them? Even after all of the horrible shit they put you through, one kiss seems to take all of that away. Every tear you cried for them never existed. That pure hatred you felt when they made you feel lower than shit has no meaning anymore. Everything you told yourself you would never do, you end up doing again. But you cant explain why. You dont want to, and you know you shouldnt, yet you do it anyway.
He lied
He cheated
He broke my heart
Yet i find myself loving everything about him."
aarrrrgggg why do i do this to myself?
"Have you ever had that one person that you really really dont want to love, but no matter how hard you try not to, you still want nothing more than to be with them? And it seems the more you try to hate them, the more you end up falling for them? Even after all of the horrible shit they put you through, one kiss seems to take all of that away. Every tear you cried for them never existed. That pure hatred you felt when they made you feel lower than shit has no meaning anymore. Everything you told yourself you would never do, you end up doing again. But you cant explain why. You dont want to, and you know you shouldnt, yet you do it anyway.
He lied
He cheated
He broke my heart
Yet i find myself loving everything about him."
aarrrrgggg why do i do this to myself?