like a daydream . . or a fever
i just realized that i think everything is going to be okay. this is such a huge relief, because i've been filled with doubt all week long. i just took a break and went to the post office to mail a package to the U.K. and to take care of forwarding my mail. i checked my mailbox and inside was a cute spiderman valentine from my new boss with a note that said "you'll have to wait until the 22nd to get your reese's peanut butter cups." yes, i think i'm going to like this woman. she called my current boss this morning (i had no idearrrr she was gonna do that!) and everything went a-okay. current boss said that new boss is cool. yesshhhh. oh, i also got the bestest package in the mail today from ben bridwell (my new favorite musician in seatthole). he wrote a letter to me(??) and thanked me for my support of horses and sent me some new songs that he's been working on. holy crap, i die right now(!).
i'm looking at some houses/apartments this weekend. i'm actually getting excited about it. there's one house on ne holland where i'd have my own kitchen, living room, bar(!), bathroom, etc., and upstairs live two gay boys who listen to le tigre. the other places i'm looking at are a really nice 1920's style apartment(w/basement) kinda near hawthorne (it's spendy though), a nice apartment w/ just a 6 month lease across from beaterville cafe, an apartment on watts, and then one other house on gay avenue (!!!). i think it'd be rad to say that "i live on gay avenue!" hmm yeahhh.
this whole moving thing is much harder than i ever imagined it would be. both physically (ow, my back) and emotionally (ow, my heart :emo face:). i just want it to be over. but yeah . . i think everything is gonna be okay. i hope.
i'm looking at some houses/apartments this weekend. i'm actually getting excited about it. there's one house on ne holland where i'd have my own kitchen, living room, bar(!), bathroom, etc., and upstairs live two gay boys who listen to le tigre. the other places i'm looking at are a really nice 1920's style apartment(w/basement) kinda near hawthorne (it's spendy though), a nice apartment w/ just a 6 month lease across from beaterville cafe, an apartment on watts, and then one other house on gay avenue (!!!). i think it'd be rad to say that "i live on gay avenue!" hmm yeahhh.
this whole moving thing is much harder than i ever imagined it would be. both physically (ow, my back) and emotionally (ow, my heart :emo face:). i just want it to be over. but yeah . . i think everything is gonna be okay. i hope.