Tideland?
so i'm watching this ungodly bizarre movie called Tideland, which I won't evevn try to explain to you, but it's making me ponder lots of things.
Like this little girl looks into this trapdoor in the wall that goes into the attic that's covered in cobwebs and she just reaches her her hand through and crawls into the darkness and even while i watch her do it i'm cringing in my mind like "OMFG STOP IT IT'S DARK AND YOU'RE GETTING SPIDERY THINGS ALL OVER YOU OMGOMGOMG"
and that makes me think WTF!?! when did i lose my confidence? when do we all lose our confidence? when we're little we can walk through an overgrown field barefoot and not have a second thought about it or crawl into small dark spaces without worry or look at a ghastly gob of cobwebs and just smoosh it away with our hands--even just walk straight through it and brush it off as we continue
but now if i see an overgrown field i can barely go through it with shoes and jeans without thinking i'm about to step on a snake and get bitten and a spider bothers me to no end let alone scaring me even though i know better and the cobwebs make me upset and think that there are spiders and round and round. even being home alone makes me anxious sometimes.
and there was other stuff i was going to write about but i'm too wrapped up in thie movies so maybe later i'll ponder the rest online.
Like this little girl looks into this trapdoor in the wall that goes into the attic that's covered in cobwebs and she just reaches her her hand through and crawls into the darkness and even while i watch her do it i'm cringing in my mind like "OMFG STOP IT IT'S DARK AND YOU'RE GETTING SPIDERY THINGS ALL OVER YOU OMGOMGOMG"
and that makes me think WTF!?! when did i lose my confidence? when do we all lose our confidence? when we're little we can walk through an overgrown field barefoot and not have a second thought about it or crawl into small dark spaces without worry or look at a ghastly gob of cobwebs and just smoosh it away with our hands--even just walk straight through it and brush it off as we continue
but now if i see an overgrown field i can barely go through it with shoes and jeans without thinking i'm about to step on a snake and get bitten and a spider bothers me to no end let alone scaring me even though i know better and the cobwebs make me upset and think that there are spiders and round and round. even being home alone makes me anxious sometimes.
and there was other stuff i was going to write about but i'm too wrapped up in thie movies so maybe later i'll ponder the rest online.