why didnt it work...

[swimntennisgirl]

i poured my heart out in that letter.

it was so incredibly sincere.

at least i can say i tried.

but i thought that the words coming from my heart would maybe open his eyes.

the response was not what i expected.

not good nor bad.

i was so certain it was a calling to write the letter.

i just don't know, what will happen..