Apr 10, 2006 20:51
Ok so I am ready for summer to be here right now!!
Spring break was good. Visited colleges, got tan in Charleston, hopefully got my prom dress and visited UNC, USC, and Duke. Oh yeah...I got to hang out with Kyle aka Brass Monkey basically all of Saturday and Sunday. He even went to church with my family : )
+ me and him are officially boyfriend/girlfriend now.
Sweeeeet!
I had a break and I still want to leave everything behind right now.
I am sick of MOST of the people in Georgia, but some people I will always love <3
School is hell. Entirely pointless and stupid, just causes stress and me feeling overwhelmed..
My parents are actually laying off a little bit so that is good, but at the same time I feel that they are letting me go.
Swimming is bad. I have no motivation, don't even want to think about swimming my life away this summer killing myself every effing day.
I just want to be the average kid that can just relax and enjoy their summer,not having to worry about waking up early or wondering how hard practice will be.
I am feeling left out among many of my friends..sometimes it just feels like I am not even reconized
Prom is in less then a month and I have NOTHING..no hair appointment,nails, makeup, boutinerre, maybe not even a dress
Brass Monkey is coming so that should be good.
I need another vacation.or maybe just a permanent move.
I usually move ever 3-4 years anyways so my time is just about up in lame georgia,
I want to go to sleep
I havent started on my homework.
It's 9:00