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[swimmn33]

I'm sorry I can't meet your expectations of the Boardman High School Swim Team. You know the entire team is considered varsity. I mean Football there's a freshman team Jv and a Varsity Team. Swimming it's just straight up Varsity..that's fine. I told you I couldn't be there a lot this year. So why are you acting like it's a big surprise? You know I'm so sorry that my moms's father had a quad. by pass open heart surgery. And I'm sorry my grandma can barley walk. And I'm ever so sorry that my mom makes lunch and dinner for them, even more sorry she does laundry for two house holds, and for that matter even more sorry that you can't understand she needs help. You do it. You go run two families. You go take care of 6 people. Two of which don't even live in your house. On top if it all why don't you go back to colledge as an adult with a family waiting at home for her. On top of what my mom is already doing she's going to school..Im sorry shes reaching out for her dreams and making them come true of being a high school Biology teacher. I hope your damn kids have her. And Im so incredibly sorry my other Grandfather called his wife a "Smartass" on Christmas day in front of all the kids while opening christmas presetns. I'm ever so sorry that all the sudden I saw a part of my grandparents I never knew existed. I'm so sorry I was shocked that my grandpa left on Christmas day saying to my grandma You just wait till I divorce you and left for the next two days. I'm so sorry that you find my job that takes up one day of the week to be such a pain in the ass. I'm sorry, I can't quit that job just for practice. So if it's unaccpetable to miss practice all the sudden to work then I have to quit. I'm schedualed to work this wed. and next wed. I have to miss practice. And because this is so unacceptable.. I'm quitting. I need to bring my grades up anyways. There's a hell of a lot going on in my life. The fact of the matter is Im not sorry for one god damn thing I wrote.

It has nothing to do with me not liking swimming, or anything to do with any of my teamates..I love em. And after practice I'm glad they will have the great feeling.I'll keep swimming at the Y on my own time. I'm not even 100% sure I'm going to quit. Oh but im pretty sure.

I'm done ErCa