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[swimmn33]

Don't get the impression I'm happy. I'm not. I hate how you don't understand the fact that I never ever knew you cared this much. That some one as great as you are would care about someone so different like me. Before we started talking I never in a million years thought you'd ever give me a chance. I always thought you were to good for me and you know what. You are to good for me. You talking to me telling me all this stuff last night made me so sick to my stomache in fact I still feel like I could puke now.. prolly will later..eww.

I am sorry, if it means anything.

..ErCa..