WARNING: SIGNIFICANT RANTING AND COMPLAINING IN THIS ENTRY.
just a heads uppp... :p
mmk so...its been a mixed few days- good and bad stuff....
friday- no school :) 1st i had to get blood taken which wasnt fun... then i went and babysat jenna julie and nina while aunt donna played tennis.... they helped me pick out which junior ring im going to order :) its prettttyyy- and i get to order it next week! yay. umm so then me nina and mom went shopping at columbia mall... we got our moms stuff for mothers day... and i got a few shirts from 5-7-9... anddd we went to starbucks which was hilarious cause nina proved her idiotic-ness :D anddd then mom forced me to go to swim practice. but it wasnt tooo bad... just starts and turns... and there were 12 ppl there. sweeeet- rachel and katie included :) then mom and i went backkk to the mall and i dont remember why. yepppp.
saturday- now this was on interesting day. ;) umm so my whole morning was spent on the phone trying to figure out rides for that nite and what time we were picking up who... then i did my math homework. thennn i took a shower and blowdryed HALF of my head :D and thennn i went out with mom and got dance shoes- ballet and jazz sneakers... and then we went to church with the cousins- then we picked up megan finnegan, kari, and meg foy and headed to howard community college for a dance performance since we have to write a critique on 2 within the next 4 weeks. niiiiice. so. holly met us over there... and rahna was supposed to but, quote on quote, *decided that btwn that or being with her 'friends' she chose to run away and hang with them* mmmhm. rude i know. she told that one to holly who is her 'friend' yeahhhh. w/e. I DONT CARE! :) ok- so: after dinner: was the highlight of the evening. they were spazzing... and doing IT on stage. yeahhhh no music. just... flopping. hahaha. o god. it was hilarious. i was crying i laughed so hard... same w/ the guy behind us... and then ppl yelled at us.. hahaha. i luved it- so at intermission we went on a hunt for food- asked some lady where there was food and she sent us upstairs to some vending machine... we were likee oooook we better not get lost haha- and the elevator almost ATE me but meg foy saved my life :) we found the food and holly's got stuck- so she like tackled the vending machine and we all finally saved it. haha... it was hilarious-we were screaming so loud... and meghan was hiding hahaha. so then after it was all over we got in the car and took some amaaaazing pics haha here are a few... dunno if they'll show up but ooo well:
thats meghan finnegan and kari..
meg foy and holly....nerddss :P
ooo my...doing their *dance*... they think they're so cool....ha. ;)
hahaha... they make me laugh :) they're on my webshots site if they didnt show up here....
so back to my story :) then we took them home after pigging out on twizzlers... and so we get to meg foy's house at about 10:30 right- & shes like- 'just keep going straight down the road and ull hit route 30.' easy enough right?? WRONG. mom takes a wrong turn and gets lost. we pass the same place 3+ times. we find ourselves in MONTGOMERY COUNTY people!?! guess what time we get home: 12:30 AM. myyy goodness. i fell asleep at 11:30 hahaha. i was pooped.
sunday- sooo woke up at 7:30- left at 8 for northern virginia... met mom's family at some restaurant for brunch which was fun... we ate SOOO flipping much.... then back to grandma's house with the cousins... which was surprisingly entertaining... and like 80 degrees so we TANNED! which was nice :) but im ALL freckles now. haha... so sad. then we went to nana and papa's house.... and visited with them for a while.... my nana's really going downhill i think... :( so sad. mm and then i came home and did homework and that was my lovely weekend.
today- was crap. the end.
okok juuuust kidding. umm math was fun. julia is random but thats why shes cool :) aaaand dance was boring. cause we just *cleaned up* the tap dance. yeahhh.... umm
holy crappolla. POMS TRYOUTS START WEDNESDAY.
bryanne manzitti isnt trying out with me.
but megan murphy is and i LOVE her.
and pearl chen is too :)
but dont think im not mad. cause i am. and scared and nervous and.... just not wanting to tryout at all. :( w/e.
this is how im putting it in my mind- if God thinks i should make it, thinks ill be able to handle the painful process (haha its true) and all the freaking work, then ill make it- but if i dont make it then its b/c God knows that its so hard and not for me and that 99% of the people on the squad are evil anyways and i shouldnt be associating myself with them.
except for dear rosa park that is.
yep.
so then i come home and mom drops the big fat bomb...
she decided she doesnt want the house anymore. the perfectly GORGEOUS house we are moving into in JUNE. yeah thats ONE month away. so naturally i threw a complete fit.
i dont feel like venting it on here.... i just need someone to actually understand the stress ive gone through within the past almost entire year with this mess... since last summer... i mean its been freaking HARD on me- from having to move in with my cousins for 4 months and then moving into a rental townhouse- i want a house, i want a yard, i just want to be able to decorate my room and have my own space. mom is oblivious and doesnt care at all. she wants the house to be perfect, and thats impossible.
and we signed the contract. how does she plan on backing out now???
she'll find some horrible way. why? b/c her name is deborah garito hindle and she always gets what she wants.
and im sick of it.
i want to cry.
i need my cousin now. or just SOMEONE.
alllright im out- enough whining lol--
<3christine