The works of Lee.
From the mind.
So I sit at night thinking of the past and wonder how and why? I can’t sleep cause I feel like some part of me is not letting me go, I want to feel your presence again, to know that someone cares. Let me sleep, let me sleep I feel like I haven’t really slept since you left. To think of someone to take your place scares me. I keep my thoughts and feelings safe by not letting them known. I hurt myself by not speaking, but how can they understand. I feel like the enemy when I speak my words, is it wrong for me to feel the way I do, am I being selfish? I think of the last night, and what I should have done, but what use is it to think of it now when your not here, I cant speak to you, I cant hug you, I can only think to you, are we all living a lie, what if the great beyond was just a nice story to tell the children where there parents or loved ones went when they died, what if those children believed these stories so much it became something so much more…. what about the stories of hell, does the suicide still send you to hell, what defines suicide, could eating McDonald’s everyday of your life considered to be suicide, your hurting yourself, your life, your body, what about smoking is it considered suicide, your killing your lungs your body your blood…am I wrong for thinking them to be wrong, when what my grandfather did was much worse, when my fathers was more passive, when we are done fulfilling our destiny our fate is that when we are taken from this world, or is it just when He says so?
From my mind my heart speaks to you from my heart it still weeps for you
Empty.
Have you ever felt so empty?
Like apart of you wasn’t there.
People tell you that you’re pretty
But you don’t really care.
You starve yourself from eating
So the pain isn’t in your heart
Why are you competing?
When you’re already a piece of art.
But still you get that hunger
Not knowing when to stop.
You’re feeling stronger
But you’re now about to pop.
The emptiness you feel,
Cannot be filled with food.
That’s not the way that you can heal
Or even change your mood,
You have to realize he’s not there
Mourn and grieve its okay,
Everyone you love is still here.
No matter what you do or say.
Goodbye
So here it is, now its over.
And my nights seem to be more, colder.
My hopes no longer high but low, see my frown
no, no one knows
You say I love you, you don’t mean it
did you really mean what you said
When no one was there to hear it?
I’m watching you your no longer watching me
My life is no longer filled with glee
But now I’m confused did you hurt me
Or me to you
but you say it’s over
So now I’m blue.
I make myself laugh. It comes so easy
Hide behind this mask, does it look cheesy?
When I think about you breaking my heart
I hide behind this smile, so now I’m playing the part.
I wish you happiness…. to bad I cant stay
you deserve what you want, but I don’t want to play.
All, the world is your stage,
and, everyone has their part
But I’m no longer in your cage
So you can’t fool with my heart.
I've always been in love with you
but I guess you knew that too, by saying goodbye
You would break by heart
so I say
Goodbye to you
So I sit at night thinking of the past and wonder how and why? I can’t sleep cause I feel like some part of me is not letting me go, I want to feel your presence again, to know that someone cares. Let me sleep, let me sleep I feel like I haven’t really slept since you left. To think of someone to take your place scares me. I keep my thoughts and feelings safe by not letting them known. I hurt myself by not speaking, but how can they understand. I feel like the enemy when I speak my words, is it wrong for me to feel the way I do, am I being selfish? I think of the last night, and what I should have done, but what use is it to think of it now when your not here, I cant speak to you, I cant hug you, I can only think to you, are we all living a lie, what if the great beyond was just a nice story to tell the children where there parents or loved ones went when they died, what if those children believed these stories so much it became something so much more…. what about the stories of hell, does the suicide still send you to hell, what defines suicide, could eating McDonald’s everyday of your life considered to be suicide, your hurting yourself, your life, your body, what about smoking is it considered suicide, your killing your lungs your body your blood…am I wrong for thinking them to be wrong, when what my grandfather did was much worse, when my fathers was more passive, when we are done fulfilling our destiny our fate is that when we are taken from this world, or is it just when He says so?
From my mind my heart speaks to you from my heart it still weeps for you
Empty.
Have you ever felt so empty?
Like apart of you wasn’t there.
People tell you that you’re pretty
But you don’t really care.
You starve yourself from eating
So the pain isn’t in your heart
Why are you competing?
When you’re already a piece of art.
But still you get that hunger
Not knowing when to stop.
You’re feeling stronger
But you’re now about to pop.
The emptiness you feel,
Cannot be filled with food.
That’s not the way that you can heal
Or even change your mood,
You have to realize he’s not there
Mourn and grieve its okay,
Everyone you love is still here.
No matter what you do or say.
Goodbye
So here it is, now its over.
And my nights seem to be more, colder.
My hopes no longer high but low, see my frown
no, no one knows
You say I love you, you don’t mean it
did you really mean what you said
When no one was there to hear it?
I’m watching you your no longer watching me
My life is no longer filled with glee
But now I’m confused did you hurt me
Or me to you
but you say it’s over
So now I’m blue.
I make myself laugh. It comes so easy
Hide behind this mask, does it look cheesy?
When I think about you breaking my heart
I hide behind this smile, so now I’m playing the part.
I wish you happiness…. to bad I cant stay
you deserve what you want, but I don’t want to play.
All, the world is your stage,
and, everyone has their part
But I’m no longer in your cage
So you can’t fool with my heart.
I've always been in love with you
but I guess you knew that too, by saying goodbye
You would break by heart
so I say
Goodbye to you