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I don't know what to do anymore... the stress is getting to me... i'm cracking...i haven't really slept... i'm always slightly tired...i cry...it leads to headaches...i don't understand...i wish something would be easy... or at least enjoyable...or that sometimes i would get rewarded for work... or that someone would care...i want a home... i want my family... i want old friendships back... i want to have that safe class... i want to feel good enough... i want to be loved... i want someone that is there unconditionally...i want honesty... i want rest... i want my own bed... i want a homecooked meal... i just want security