wow who ever thought...

[swimmerdude12]

wow... :( this wasnt supposed to happen. My godmother, my aunt, one of my closest and bestest friends.... is gone :(. Gone as in never seeing her again until i pass onto the other side. She was always ther pushin me on. She was soo proud of me with swimming, soccer, and baseball. She was more than an aunt. She was my seregant Mother. My mother told me, that when i was being born, my aunt was right ther with her. Then when my mom slept after the c-section, she was the one to take me and hold me and love me( and she taught all of my rotten habbits). She was the greatest aunt alive. She never held anything back unless it affected the family in a direct way. She loved my uncle very much and my cousins to death. Her and him were unseperable even tho they went at each other a lot (which was their lil thing/inside joke. She would always talk about sex with me and not be afriad to tell me stuff. SHe made me not afraid of anything. I wish she had of gone to one of my meets. That would of meant soo much to me. But now she has no more pain. No more headaches, no more trouble walking, thinking, or remembering. She told me that i was her 3 child. She told me she needed a boy to teach sometin to. But now she can be with my g-ma alfes laughing it up about my g-ma's old blow up bra :). So i have made it that from now on, all my accomplisments that i achieve in swimming, soccer,etc.. will be dedicated to her. Everytime b4 i go off that block, b4 i step onto that field, i will remember all her words that she said to me. She will be over my shoulder watching out for me. SHe will be my 2nd guardian angel next to my cousin. God gave you 2 shoulders for a reason. That reason was to have everyone have not 1, but 2 guardian angles with them to guide them. The woman extradinar known as my Aunt Diane Sue Alfes will be in my heart and thoughts forever.

I just found out that i will be one of the men carrying her casket.I am honored and will never forget the moments.

>Pat

P.S. IM also listing to Tears In Heaven- Eric Clapton