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So...I'm having a 1/4 life crisis (again).
I went out with Stefanie (who I work with) tonight, and a bunch of her friends were out. My initial thoughts are "Yay! Maybe I'll like these chicks and have more than 3 friends here!" Everyone is super awesome, and share the same sense of humor that I have, which is awesome and so hard to find. The only problem...they're all single. It's not a 'problem', per say. It just makes it a bit awkward sitting at the table while they're doing CHEERS! to being single. They're like "oh my gosh, everyone here is single!" Stef points out that I'm married (not in a bad way, just in a point-it-out kind of way) and they're all like 'OMG! How old are you? You're married?!"
I'm not upset that I'm married, I would never in my life regret my decision to get married young and to start my life with Justin. Ever. He's the most amazing person that I've ever met, and I love him more and more every day. It just sucks when you're with a group of girls that are all single, checking out guys, talking about their current fling...and I'm chillin', drinking quietly in the corner. I know that I'm a fun person to be around, married or not, but I just feel like they have way more exciting lives to talk about because they are always together and partying. I own a house, I'm married, discussing the prospect of kids, etc...
I'm so old. :(
I went out with Stefanie (who I work with) tonight, and a bunch of her friends were out. My initial thoughts are "Yay! Maybe I'll like these chicks and have more than 3 friends here!" Everyone is super awesome, and share the same sense of humor that I have, which is awesome and so hard to find. The only problem...they're all single. It's not a 'problem', per say. It just makes it a bit awkward sitting at the table while they're doing CHEERS! to being single. They're like "oh my gosh, everyone here is single!" Stef points out that I'm married (not in a bad way, just in a point-it-out kind of way) and they're all like 'OMG! How old are you? You're married?!"
I'm not upset that I'm married, I would never in my life regret my decision to get married young and to start my life with Justin. Ever. He's the most amazing person that I've ever met, and I love him more and more every day. It just sucks when you're with a group of girls that are all single, checking out guys, talking about their current fling...and I'm chillin', drinking quietly in the corner. I know that I'm a fun person to be around, married or not, but I just feel like they have way more exciting lives to talk about because they are always together and partying. I own a house, I'm married, discussing the prospect of kids, etc...
I'm so old. :(