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Last night I had this dream where a lot of the men/boys who have been/are important to me in various ways were all in the same place. I'm pretty sure it was somewhere in Maine because I was there too, along with what seemed like the entire population of South Bristol. Brian was smoking a cigar, Noble was going on and on about fishing, Glen and Jonny were playing some card game that looked like Magic the gathering but wasn't, Tom was (of course) in fishnets, Ilya was conspicuously absent, and I was hanging out with the smelly beach crowd. The whole thing was very weird and I think it was an anxiety dream but I wouldn't stake my life on that because I felt no anxiety surrounding the situation in the dream while asleep or awake.
My to do list for today is:
Do the fucking dishes
Clean up Julia's room, which is where I've been sleeping since my room is 800 degrees and I have no fan
Take Rudy back to Ayize's, remembering the food, the bowl, the leash, and to put the keys under Greg's mat
Take the clothing that I washed last night out of the dryer and figure out which ones I want to take with me
Finish packing
Remember to go see my shrink
Be ready to walk out the door when Rachel comes to get me at 10
I can totally do this. I hope I sleep on the plane. Or not. Farewell, I'm sure I'll be updating from Maine seeing as how I can't actually handle being in the company of anyone there for more than about an hour.
My to do list for today is:
Do the fucking dishes
Clean up Julia's room, which is where I've been sleeping since my room is 800 degrees and I have no fan
Take Rudy back to Ayize's, remembering the food, the bowl, the leash, and to put the keys under Greg's mat
Take the clothing that I washed last night out of the dryer and figure out which ones I want to take with me
Finish packing
Remember to go see my shrink
Be ready to walk out the door when Rachel comes to get me at 10
I can totally do this. I hope I sleep on the plane. Or not. Farewell, I'm sure I'll be updating from Maine seeing as how I can't actually handle being in the company of anyone there for more than about an hour.