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So life has been ridiculous and I no longer feel that I can handle things on my own anymore. I get to bottled up with my emotions and I snap and I can't do anything about it.
I ruined mine and michelles party night (sorry michelle!) because I got too drunk and too upset to stay so I got picked up and went home. I didn't even stay home in my drunken stupor. I decided to walk half way across town just to pass out on someones bed.
Yesterday I spent a good hour or more looking for a baby floatie, and I got the last one im pretty sure in this whole town. Its a mickey mouse one with a little blow up steering wheel. And it has a canopy on it too. Its really cute but its not the one I wanted to get, I just wanted the plain yellow one that every baby usually has. Lol.
I think im going to apply to people inc. Kate and amanda both said there are tons of openings and I think it would be a good job for me because I like helping people and it pays decently too. I just am unsure of the hours I would have to work and what not but im sure I could work something out with erika or my mom or this lady pat. I dunno. I have options. Steve could always watch him while im at work too cos he isn't working yet...
I need to get a job and pay off my bills and start thinking about what I want to do with my life. Im 20, I have an amazing boy, and now I need to put my pieces together... and move on with my life.
I ruined mine and michelles party night (sorry michelle!) because I got too drunk and too upset to stay so I got picked up and went home. I didn't even stay home in my drunken stupor. I decided to walk half way across town just to pass out on someones bed.
Yesterday I spent a good hour or more looking for a baby floatie, and I got the last one im pretty sure in this whole town. Its a mickey mouse one with a little blow up steering wheel. And it has a canopy on it too. Its really cute but its not the one I wanted to get, I just wanted the plain yellow one that every baby usually has. Lol.
I think im going to apply to people inc. Kate and amanda both said there are tons of openings and I think it would be a good job for me because I like helping people and it pays decently too. I just am unsure of the hours I would have to work and what not but im sure I could work something out with erika or my mom or this lady pat. I dunno. I have options. Steve could always watch him while im at work too cos he isn't working yet...
I need to get a job and pay off my bills and start thinking about what I want to do with my life. Im 20, I have an amazing boy, and now I need to put my pieces together... and move on with my life.