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[swimlud]

ive never been more confused in my entire life.
like seriously.
this has been the worst 2 days of my life.
time heals everything.
its time for the space.
im just sick of feeling like this.
i want to be happy.
is that really so so much to ask?
i need time and space more than i ever have.
wow.
this helped me a lot.
sorry for those of you who read this.
youre probably sick of listening to me complain.
but i need to make sense of things.
saying them out loud helps more than i would have thought.