holla
yeah I know it's been a while again. I don't feel good today but stress is slowly dissolving. Seniors only have 12 school days left counting senior skip day as a day with our last official day as June 3rd.
The fact that something I have counted on for structure is ending is just beginning to set in. I don't know if I will miss high school per say, but the people I have become friends with I fear I will lose touch with. Over high school I've only made a couple really good connections with people, and one is with the guy I want to spend forever with. I hope things can work for him and I. I also got a chance to be a kid. Prior to high school it had always been hospitals and surgeries and fear about my sister. For the first time in a long time I could just be a normal kid. It was amazing. Thank you to all who have made high school an experience for me.
I know I've made my share of mistakes but I think I am beginning to truly learn from them. I stopped something before breaking someone's heart, learned what my heart wants, and that I have a long way to go before I will be the person I want to be.
On a completely different note, I have a brand new computer and printer and flat screen monitor. Yay for parents!!! They have bought me soo much for graduation. I know I will miss my family when I leave in a few months.
ALright well that's enough for now. I need to go get some sleep so hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. Leave me some love please!!!
<3Libs
The fact that something I have counted on for structure is ending is just beginning to set in. I don't know if I will miss high school per say, but the people I have become friends with I fear I will lose touch with. Over high school I've only made a couple really good connections with people, and one is with the guy I want to spend forever with. I hope things can work for him and I. I also got a chance to be a kid. Prior to high school it had always been hospitals and surgeries and fear about my sister. For the first time in a long time I could just be a normal kid. It was amazing. Thank you to all who have made high school an experience for me.
I know I've made my share of mistakes but I think I am beginning to truly learn from them. I stopped something before breaking someone's heart, learned what my heart wants, and that I have a long way to go before I will be the person I want to be.
On a completely different note, I have a brand new computer and printer and flat screen monitor. Yay for parents!!! They have bought me soo much for graduation. I know I will miss my family when I leave in a few months.
ALright well that's enough for now. I need to go get some sleep so hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. Leave me some love please!!!
<3Libs