Jan 03, 2007 21:19
i am feelings extremely melodramatic as well as pondersome. and no one ever leaves comments on here, so i guess im kind of talking to myself. just lemme know if you ever actually read this...not that it really matters anyway. i think boys complicate things. yes you, and you, and you complicate things. all of you wierd alien mutant creatures with wierd feelings that girls dont understand and COMPLICATIONS in life. because i dont know what to do. especially about him. cuz with college and everything coming up...you know? yeah. i do. its COMPLICATED. maybe ill just kind of "date" paul for now and come back to you. again. cuz thats the way it works. im so glad we can at least be friends...i <3 you lol but the only, ONLY thing that makes me hesitate is college coming up. i dont want my love to party getting in the way of a potential us; i dont want to make any mistakes with you AT ALL. anyway i think im done talking to myself for now. BYEZ,.
ps-yes. your boyfriend DOES think im hot so there. its just cuz i AM.