eh.
let's see. where to go from yesterday.
I got called out of work last night. Char got stuck working by himself because Michelle called me and Amanda both out. that sucks, but he can handle it. he's the owner. I should have gone up just to watch him working, because that doesn't happen often.
hm.
talked to Tommy yesterday while he was, here's a surprise, at work. he had to tell me that he wasn't gonna be home until like midnight at the latest. I hate work and I hate school. I never get to talk anymore. I have a hard time sleeping at night because I'm used to talking to him before I go to bed. My mom came up with the idea that I can't talk on the phone past 10, so even when they get out of work on time, I don't usually get to talk to him, because he usually takes this other kid home, and doesn't get home until like 5 of. it sucks. it's just not the same. don't get me wrong, the relationship doesn't suck, I'm so in love. just the fact that I can't talk to him is what sucks.
gosh, I don't know how many people understand me. I know Karly does, just because we've talked about it. but there's gotta be people like Kelsea that understand how I feel too. and like, I know I'm not as unfortunate as you guys, like Kevin and Andrew are farther away at college, but lately, at the same time, I haven't seen Tommy in forever, so I understand for the most part how you guys feel. it just sucks. but it doesn't matter. it's working, and I'm still so in love that if you all knew like everything about us, it'd probably make you sick.. not a bad sick, just like oh god. but that's not like livejournal talk. I don't think anyone knows, it's not stuff I'm talking about with people.
aaah.. I love you, Baby.
bell's gonna be ringing soon, though.
later days.
*muah*
I got called out of work last night. Char got stuck working by himself because Michelle called me and Amanda both out. that sucks, but he can handle it. he's the owner. I should have gone up just to watch him working, because that doesn't happen often.
hm.
talked to Tommy yesterday while he was, here's a surprise, at work. he had to tell me that he wasn't gonna be home until like midnight at the latest. I hate work and I hate school. I never get to talk anymore. I have a hard time sleeping at night because I'm used to talking to him before I go to bed. My mom came up with the idea that I can't talk on the phone past 10, so even when they get out of work on time, I don't usually get to talk to him, because he usually takes this other kid home, and doesn't get home until like 5 of. it sucks. it's just not the same. don't get me wrong, the relationship doesn't suck, I'm so in love. just the fact that I can't talk to him is what sucks.
gosh, I don't know how many people understand me. I know Karly does, just because we've talked about it. but there's gotta be people like Kelsea that understand how I feel too. and like, I know I'm not as unfortunate as you guys, like Kevin and Andrew are farther away at college, but lately, at the same time, I haven't seen Tommy in forever, so I understand for the most part how you guys feel. it just sucks. but it doesn't matter. it's working, and I'm still so in love that if you all knew like everything about us, it'd probably make you sick.. not a bad sick, just like oh god. but that's not like livejournal talk. I don't think anyone knows, it's not stuff I'm talking about with people.
aaah.. I love you, Baby.
bell's gonna be ringing soon, though.
later days.
*muah*