Hmm
Well today is Mothers day so my mom took advantage of that. So i drover her around wherever she wished to go. Im not in the best of moods but im not in one of my worst so i guess im alright. I dont like missing people and i dont like to worry ... i guess i wouldnt worry so much if someone else wouldnt have done what they did to me. I want to trust people because i have no reason not to believe them. Erg. I dont know what to do anymore. I dont know what im going to do with myself if he decides to go back to her. I dont know how im going to handle it. I shouldnt really be thinking this way but i really cant help it. People have done it to me before what makes this any different. AHHH.