Old Friends
OMG! i love it when old friends pop up all of a sudden and talk to me. It makes my day soooo awesome. I cant even begin to think of all the bad things anymore. Im just so happy. Its crazy how things come and go. Lately i have been feeling as though i am losing my best friend. It makes me really upset but i dont know what to do. I hate the whole college leaving thing but then again im so excited ... i just wish i could take the people closest to me with me ... but i guess thats the whole reason im leaving ... to start new. But no matter what im gonna keep in touch and im gonna be calling them as i do now and i just have to hang in there i know. But its so hard cuz i dont want these last few months of school to be remembered as the few months of us being distant. I want them to be remembered as the time we did every crazy thing together. So you know who you are if you are reading this. I just cant confront you yet because im scared of what we are going to end up with. I absolutely love you as a sister and i would die if i lost you. So yes ... today is a day that i will remember. Im happy and yet ... undecided. But right now at this moment im ECSTATIC. yay for me.