"I'm madly in love with You, oh I'm madly in love with You"
I went to college group at church last night, and sang worship songs that reminded me of something I had fogotten. Being in love with Jesus. I sang them out to Him, but I didn't fully grasp them last night. Sometimes it takes a little sinking in. Today I met with David to talk about helping with the middle school youth group. I'm so excited. I drove home, and was just sitting here watching tv when it hit me. This overwhelming feeling, "I'm so alive". Just thinking about helping with the youth and getting back into ministry which I have been away from for months, excites me. I turned the tv off and started to cry.
Everything that David said today makes me sure that this is what God wants. As things are changing at church and they are still looking for a pastor for the high schoolers, David is looking to get back to work with the middle schoolers only and he needs help desperately. As he was talking I was just seeing everything click into place. I started to see God's plan and how I fit into it. I haven't seen that in a while. I've thought about it, but haven't really seen it come together. And even now I'm thinking back to visiting Aloma and then becoming a member, going to college group, and now helping out with middle school, wow, it's all right there. I could barely see in front of me, and now looking back it makes sense.
I don't know really how else to describe it except, "I'm so alive".
"Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her." Hosea 2:14
Everything that David said today makes me sure that this is what God wants. As things are changing at church and they are still looking for a pastor for the high schoolers, David is looking to get back to work with the middle schoolers only and he needs help desperately. As he was talking I was just seeing everything click into place. I started to see God's plan and how I fit into it. I haven't seen that in a while. I've thought about it, but haven't really seen it come together. And even now I'm thinking back to visiting Aloma and then becoming a member, going to college group, and now helping out with middle school, wow, it's all right there. I could barely see in front of me, and now looking back it makes sense.
I don't know really how else to describe it except, "I'm so alive".
"Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her." Hosea 2:14