What about all the times you hurt me in the past??
So yesterday we got off of our boats and headed home. Alex was having a bad day from the start as he had gotten pulled over by the cops and given a ticket, by the way his first ticket ever. After we had gotten home we both discussed what had happened on our watches and needles to say both of our watches didn't go so well. Dave got kicked off Boyd's boat and I got kicked off my boat. The only slight fight yesterday was about the doctor. Alex had made himself a doctors appointment yesterday to get some help for his BP, but when I mentioned we had to go to the appointment, he started to get in one of his "I'm not going moods" Which I had kinda figured i the first place, even though I had been reminding him the entire four days on the boat we had the appointment that day. I had also told him when he made the appointment that it was on a crew change morning which is not good timing for anyone. Well I had to call and cancel the appointment and move it back to June 2nd for him, but lets see if he goes then.
Today, well today was compleatly different from yesterday. In fact the entire day started out bad. He has been complaining that the bed were sleeping on is losing air, which I think so too cause in the morning we are both in the center of the bed. Well yesterday we had looked at the good will for a bed frame and he had found one that he liked for 99.00, but I thought that we might shop around alittle more and see what we can find, so today we went to walmart, and we found a brand new one for 125.00. I thought we should get it, but apparently he didn't think so. Well we started discussing it in the walmart, and all he kept saying was "I always get my way, I'm inconciderate" etc. He also felt as though everyone in walmart was watching him and staring at him because we were having a discussion, but I didn't see anyone staring or even looking in our direction. Well in the store we went our different direction and I went to go buy the paint he needed for punching the holes in our apartment during the last "big fight". Well when I was done I tried to call him, but he would not answer his cell phone. So I went to his car and there he was sitting. I asked him to please take me home. While driving home, he decided to stop at dairy queen because he knows it my faviorte ice cream place nad get me a banana split. He always does this after an arguement he goes and gets me food so that I can forget about the problems we are having and thank him for the ice cream, but I didn't even want the ice cream and when he got it he through it in my lap. I placed it on the councel because I didn't want it in the first place and he picked it up and through it again. When I said I don't want it, he started yelling and slamming his fist in his had. At that point I got out of the car because it was a dangourous situation and I didn't want him to hit me again, well as I was going in the back seat to get my purse, he speed off almost closing my hand in the door with everything I owned. There was a lady behind us that saw everything and stopped with her sin to make sure that I was alright. I'm really not alright I said but I can't do anything I don't have my phone, my wallet or anything because he speed off with it. Well I told her thank you for stopping by anyways. After he had relized someone saw him he came back around to pick me up. I got in the back seat and asked him to please drive me home. He was yelling and yelling over and over again saying that I was immuture and wouldn't get in the front seat. When i told him I wasn't going to egt in the front seat that I was scared of him and just wanted to go home he through his car keys at me and got out of the car started walking somewhere. So I had gotten into the drivers seat and began to drive home. once he saw me driving he ran back toward the car and got in the passenger side. I drove straight home well he was still yelling at me all the way home about finances and how he was going to pay for a home. Well I explained to him that I had been paying all the bills realated to the apartment, rent, electricty, water, phone etc. I asked him if his only two bills were his loans and his car why he couldn't come up with money. He got mad again so I just drove home and didn't say anything until I parked the car. When I had gotten out of the car I asked if I caould have my house keys so I could get into the apartment, but he wouldn't giv them to me, they were in his pocket. I asked him nicely about five time and he still wouldn't give them to me so I told him that I would go to the front office and have them let me in. Well his reaction to that was "Yeah so you can make me look bad like a mad man, like a beater" When I didn't give up and starting going to the office he pulled out my keys and gave them to me. I went inside for a biref moment to change my pants since ice cream had been spilled all over them and then I left to go to the grocey store. When I came back from the store he was cleaning the apartment like he always does when we have a fight. I asked if he would help me carry in the food and he eventually did. After that I put the food away and started organizing stuff around the house. He left and went to Kinkos, I think when he came back I had diner ready which was a silent diner, when I asked whats wrong he said I really hurt him today. I told him I was sorry but he wouldn't accept it so I countinued to eat my food with no words. After dinner I cleaned the dishes and went to take out trash and get mail now I'm here writting this, but he came in saying he wanted to talk to me about something, so lets see where this one goes.
Today, well today was compleatly different from yesterday. In fact the entire day started out bad. He has been complaining that the bed were sleeping on is losing air, which I think so too cause in the morning we are both in the center of the bed. Well yesterday we had looked at the good will for a bed frame and he had found one that he liked for 99.00, but I thought that we might shop around alittle more and see what we can find, so today we went to walmart, and we found a brand new one for 125.00. I thought we should get it, but apparently he didn't think so. Well we started discussing it in the walmart, and all he kept saying was "I always get my way, I'm inconciderate" etc. He also felt as though everyone in walmart was watching him and staring at him because we were having a discussion, but I didn't see anyone staring or even looking in our direction. Well in the store we went our different direction and I went to go buy the paint he needed for punching the holes in our apartment during the last "big fight". Well when I was done I tried to call him, but he would not answer his cell phone. So I went to his car and there he was sitting. I asked him to please take me home. While driving home, he decided to stop at dairy queen because he knows it my faviorte ice cream place nad get me a banana split. He always does this after an arguement he goes and gets me food so that I can forget about the problems we are having and thank him for the ice cream, but I didn't even want the ice cream and when he got it he through it in my lap. I placed it on the councel because I didn't want it in the first place and he picked it up and through it again. When I said I don't want it, he started yelling and slamming his fist in his had. At that point I got out of the car because it was a dangourous situation and I didn't want him to hit me again, well as I was going in the back seat to get my purse, he speed off almost closing my hand in the door with everything I owned. There was a lady behind us that saw everything and stopped with her sin to make sure that I was alright. I'm really not alright I said but I can't do anything I don't have my phone, my wallet or anything because he speed off with it. Well I told her thank you for stopping by anyways. After he had relized someone saw him he came back around to pick me up. I got in the back seat and asked him to please drive me home. He was yelling and yelling over and over again saying that I was immuture and wouldn't get in the front seat. When i told him I wasn't going to egt in the front seat that I was scared of him and just wanted to go home he through his car keys at me and got out of the car started walking somewhere. So I had gotten into the drivers seat and began to drive home. once he saw me driving he ran back toward the car and got in the passenger side. I drove straight home well he was still yelling at me all the way home about finances and how he was going to pay for a home. Well I explained to him that I had been paying all the bills realated to the apartment, rent, electricty, water, phone etc. I asked him if his only two bills were his loans and his car why he couldn't come up with money. He got mad again so I just drove home and didn't say anything until I parked the car. When I had gotten out of the car I asked if I caould have my house keys so I could get into the apartment, but he wouldn't giv them to me, they were in his pocket. I asked him nicely about five time and he still wouldn't give them to me so I told him that I would go to the front office and have them let me in. Well his reaction to that was "Yeah so you can make me look bad like a mad man, like a beater" When I didn't give up and starting going to the office he pulled out my keys and gave them to me. I went inside for a biref moment to change my pants since ice cream had been spilled all over them and then I left to go to the grocey store. When I came back from the store he was cleaning the apartment like he always does when we have a fight. I asked if he would help me carry in the food and he eventually did. After that I put the food away and started organizing stuff around the house. He left and went to Kinkos, I think when he came back I had diner ready which was a silent diner, when I asked whats wrong he said I really hurt him today. I told him I was sorry but he wouldn't accept it so I countinued to eat my food with no words. After dinner I cleaned the dishes and went to take out trash and get mail now I'm here writting this, but he came in saying he wanted to talk to me about something, so lets see where this one goes.