Jan 11, 2006 20:52
ok so my best friend told me that this guy I like, likes me also!! This is awesome, I just hope it actually goes somewhere!!! ok just thought I would let you know!
Anyways, senior year is going by so fast and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it to end. One part of me cant wait to get away from all the drama and everything about high school that I hate, but the other part of me isnt ready to move on. These were the best days of my life and yeah I know I can always make college be that way too, but there is something about the security of high school that I love. I'm afraid of being out in the world on my own. Thats a scary thought. What if I lose touch with the people that mean the most? then what? I dont want to lose any of the freidns I have even though I know it will proably happen. I'm just not ready to accept that!!! I'm not ready for anything I dont think. Who knows.
I hate the school system, one of my best friends is graduating from ironwood and I cant see him graduate bc it's the same night as ours, flowing wells graduation is that night too. Tucson really should plan it better!!! I hate the fact that I cant see my best friend and all my other friends from other schools graduate. I was really looking forward to it!! This sucks!