I hate this!
I hate this feeling! I'm thinking about so many different things to the point where I cant even keep them straight. I want so bad to be able to just be there for him like a best friend should be but its a little hard. I think I like this other guy but I'm not really sure. I'm so stressed about finals, plus I have work on top of it all! My parents are not helping my situation any and I'm starting to question my friendships. I just dont really know anymore! I want more then anything right now to be done with high school. Have a job and just be done with this all. I would LOVE that right now! I honestly dont even know what to think. I'm tired of putting on a face. I wish I could just say everything thats on my mind, exactly the way I'm thinking it. Only that will probably get me into more trouble.
I just wish for once that things wouldn't be so hard. I know God will help me through my problems but it just seems like my problems keep getting bigger instead of going away. I dont know. Maybe its all in my head, I just hate being this confused!
I just wish for once that things wouldn't be so hard. I know God will help me through my problems but it just seems like my problems keep getting bigger instead of going away. I dont know. Maybe its all in my head, I just hate being this confused!