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Dec 04, 2005 22:08

i guess i have to update since i was taggged by whats her face.hahha.hi ariana.
i mean i don't have to but i feel like it.

1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Tag at least 3 other people who you want to do this.

i guess most of them don't have lj, but some do.
1.i know you use me but i don't really care.except for sometimes when i remember that we used to talk about more than hw.
2.sometimes i get annoyed at you because you expect me to do everything you tell me too.but then i realize i don't care so much anyway.
3.i know that you don't hate me but sometimes i tell you that anyway because i'm afraid that one day you will, and this way i'm more prepared.kind of.
4.you're ridiculous.i switch off between thinking that you've showed me you're not worth any effort, to not wanting anything else than to talk to you.the truth is, if you ever had the decency to call i'd forgive you in a second.
5.even though i met you once for 30 seconds and you have no idea who i am you're on my buddy list because you're related to the person who i miss every single day.
6.i know you don't think i ever tell you anything, but the truth is that what i do tell you is hard enough for me.you're asking to much of me. to tell you more than what's on the surface would mean going into the past.and that's hard for me to do.
7.we have great conversations all the time, but i don't think you really understand where i'm coming from.
8.i stalked your lj before we were friends.
9.if you hadn't been the biggest jerk of all time to me, maybe i wouldn't have quit.but at least now i can use you as an excuse.
10.sometimes i miss you a lot, and then sometimes i don't think of you at all.

i tag marie, coconuthead,and my favorite seaboarder editor.yeah you rachel.that sounds kind of weird. i never call you rachel do it? interesting.

peace out.
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