turn my black roses red
so am i saposed to feel this way? why am i not happy? but its not that im not happy, i am. my life is the best that it has ever been. and yet i cant stop feeling like this still. i love him and that scares me sometimes i have so much emptyness inside, i could fill the deepest sea, but then when im with him its filled. its weird, ive never known so much completeness like being here wrapped in the warmth of him loving every breath of him. why am i so scared to give my all?