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I think its about time to update again...... Christmas was last weekend. It was the best one I've had in a long time!! :D Got mostly everything I asked for, so that made me happy. Then yesterday I finally was able to get together w/ bestest friend because she didn't have to work!! :D Today we went to see Meet The Fockers... good movie!! :) Then we went out to the Wagon Wheel to see Alec & Ryan!! :D:D I've missed those 2 so much!! It was alot of fun until we started to play pool and had scary people starring at us. ;P Definitely never going out there alone!! ;) lol.
I AM: too self-conscience
I WANT: to have things how they used to be
I HAVE: a fear of losing the ones I love
I WISH: i change certain things in my life
I HATE: how self-conscience i am
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: my dad yelling @ me
I SEARCH: for a way to change things
I WONDER: what it would have been like
I REGRET: alot of stuff I do
I ALWAYS: second guess myself
I AM NOT: pretty? attractive? likeable?
I DANCE: only in my bedroom
I SING: in my car
I CRY: when I'm alone
I AM NOT ALWAYS: as confident as i seem
I WIN: the little things
I LOSE: when my best is not enough
I CONFUSE: dates, places,
I NEED: a hug
YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yea i guess you could call it that
YOU LIKE TO COOK: if I'm in the mood
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yes
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE: ya
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yep <3
WANT TO GET MARRIED: once I find the right person
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: yes
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: sometimes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yea
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: I'll let u know
BELIEVE IN GOD: yes
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: yea i guess so
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 23
COLOR: Pink, purple
DAY: Friday
MONTH: July
SONG(S): Only U (Ashanti)
SEASON: Summer!!
DRINK: Mountain Dew
PART OF YOUR BODY: i hate this question
MOVIE: A Cinderella Story
PLACE TO KISS:........;)
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot Chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yea
HELPED SOMEONE? sure
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes!
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yea
SAID 'i love you'?: yea
HEARD 'i love you'?: yea
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
MISSED AN EX?: yes......
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: currently
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yea
HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
<3 Rachie <3
**Angela...... I have to talk to you. I don't know what to do!!! :-\ I reeeeaaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyy need your help with this!!!**