Why are things so difficult?
I can't take it. I hate when I find myself drifting back to the time we spent together... the times that I can only look back on and wish we could relive because we were so happy. The days when we thought nothing could ever come between us. Last night I could only think about how much I missed you and how I still want you in my life. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't get you out of my head. Its been the same way all day.... every time I think you're finally off my mind.. the thought of you returns again. I can't seem to get away from it. I've tried so hard, but nothing works.
If there was a way to get over all this pain... I wish I could figure it out. Maybe then... when I realize that you've moved on.. found someone new to spend your time with... maybe then I would come to face it all.
I thought I had given up forever... but I guess thats not possible right now. :( I have to get thru this... hopefully everything goes better tomorrow night at the team sleepover!
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States in 7 days!! :D 3 events then hanging out with my girls in Ann Arbor!! Its gonna be a FUN weekend! Can't wait... i <3 u girls!
If there was a way to get over all this pain... I wish I could figure it out. Maybe then... when I realize that you've moved on.. found someone new to spend your time with... maybe then I would come to face it all.
I thought I had given up forever... but I guess thats not possible right now. :( I have to get thru this... hopefully everything goes better tomorrow night at the team sleepover!
<3<3
States in 7 days!! :D 3 events then hanging out with my girls in Ann Arbor!! Its gonna be a FUN weekend! Can't wait... i <3 u girls!