Why???
Why do u feel that u can treat me this way? I'm fed up with giving u everything i have... just to recieve nothing in return. I try to get past you, and it never works. I always find myself drifting back... to the memories we shared. If I could just move on... somehow.... my life would be so much better! But there are so many reminders of u lingering in my life. So many reasons I can't move on. I try to tell u and nothing is said the way it should be.
This is the last time. I'm giving up for good... and I'm not returning to the past. Its so hard to look forward, but it hurts so much worse to look back on the 'us' that used to be there.
Yeah... so this week has been pretty shitty. My grandpa went back in the hospital ((for the 4th time since spring break))... shit is being said again... and the past is coming back to tear at my heart for the five thousandth time. Practice today was ok but my shoulder was killing again. :-\ This weekend will finally be a good one ((i hope)). At least I have enough plans to keep me busy enough so that I can't think about everything.
<3 love much <3
*Me*
-7 days left of hell!!-
**29 days til the ROAD TRIP!!** yay!
This is gonna be a fun summer without anyone talkin shit!! :D finally!
This is the last time. I'm giving up for good... and I'm not returning to the past. Its so hard to look forward, but it hurts so much worse to look back on the 'us' that used to be there.
Yeah... so this week has been pretty shitty. My grandpa went back in the hospital ((for the 4th time since spring break))... shit is being said again... and the past is coming back to tear at my heart for the five thousandth time. Practice today was ok but my shoulder was killing again. :-\ This weekend will finally be a good one ((i hope)). At least I have enough plans to keep me busy enough so that I can't think about everything.
<3 love much <3
*Me*
-7 days left of hell!!-
**29 days til the ROAD TRIP!!** yay!
This is gonna be a fun summer without anyone talkin shit!! :D finally!