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So it seems so ironic when our parents and us seem to take a reversal in roles.... they seem to portray the immature one, screaming and yelling at us at pointless things when we sit there and take it like grown people... i just don't get it
on another note.... it doesn't seem to hit me right on when i look at the calendar and realize we only have 6 days of school left. it seems so exciting and exhilerating to know we only have 6 days left. but that would be knowing that when september rolls around, we'd be back here in penfield high seeing eachother, lounging by lockers and figuring out who was in all of our classes. but we're not... it's that feeling of something ending, something that will never happen again that scares me and makes me think why the heck can't we just stop time in such a wonderful moment. it truely scares me to think there are so many people that i will truely miss. these last couple days will stick with me forever, as i have spent the last 13 years in penfield making the friends that are with me today. i love them all... all the way to the person i've only made eye contact with once or twice. high school was definetly the best time of my life so far and i dont' know what could top the things that have happened, the people i have been with, and the experiences that i have felt over the past years of my schooling. i effing hate things like this... it feels like the end of summer camp when you know you will not see these people for another year... and it becomes sad... but this time... it could be forever... and it makes the emotional side in me stand out like a sore thumb....
on another note.... it doesn't seem to hit me right on when i look at the calendar and realize we only have 6 days of school left. it seems so exciting and exhilerating to know we only have 6 days left. but that would be knowing that when september rolls around, we'd be back here in penfield high seeing eachother, lounging by lockers and figuring out who was in all of our classes. but we're not... it's that feeling of something ending, something that will never happen again that scares me and makes me think why the heck can't we just stop time in such a wonderful moment. it truely scares me to think there are so many people that i will truely miss. these last couple days will stick with me forever, as i have spent the last 13 years in penfield making the friends that are with me today. i love them all... all the way to the person i've only made eye contact with once or twice. high school was definetly the best time of my life so far and i dont' know what could top the things that have happened, the people i have been with, and the experiences that i have felt over the past years of my schooling. i effing hate things like this... it feels like the end of summer camp when you know you will not see these people for another year... and it becomes sad... but this time... it could be forever... and it makes the emotional side in me stand out like a sore thumb....