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why doesn't she realize i can't take it. Every time she yells at me i
just break down now. Sobbing right now and i don't think she
cares. Can't she just control her temper. i know i'm the oldest, but
why does she always take it out on me. I'm stressed and confused and
everything else and yelling doesn't help. Its like non-stop. I wanna
just leave right now. Then mayb she'd have to do sum stuff for herself
and not make me do everything. So what if she works. I have school,
swimming and homework. She doesn't even drive me to swimming so she has
much more time then me. Plus makin dinner, picking up my bro, and
cleaning the house on top of everything while she gets to relax. Its
not like she's hurt or anything. UURRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! If i yelled at her
as much as she yells at me, she'd prolly break down to. I just don't
think she gets it. I don't think she knows the stress of school in my
life. Yeah she was in high school, but did she have good grades, or
take and honors classses. She doesn't get how much stress i already
have and then puts tons more on me. I wanna she her put up with
my schuedle. I mean I wake up before her most days and am always up
later than her doin hw. Plus when she's at home, i'm swimming. I
think she could use sum physical activity. May be it would calm her
down. Well i better go. ASTA!