Jun 22, 2005 20:27
I'm sooo sunburnt. Went to the beach yesterday with Misha, John, and Jenny. It was a lot of fun. Unfortunatley Jenny's car broke down a mile from her house. I hope her car is okay, but it didn't look like it would be :(
I hope we can have another beach get together... only when I'm not sunburnt and when I have sunscreen lol.
Reminder: There are a lot of other people that I'd like to go to the beach with this summer, so contact me because we need to make plans!!
Because of the sunburn (which is on my legs, stomach, chest, and back) I'm forced to stay inside until it heals up a bit. Which totally sucks because I had to cancel my plans with Justin today. We were gonna go guitar shopping. *Sigh* Hopefully we can reschedule sometime soon. That reminds me, for those that don't know, I want to learn to play the guitar. It seems like fun. I want to be able to play the music that I listen to. Also, I sort of miss playing an instrument. Piano was fun, and I was a quick learner, but I was sort of limited to the things I could play. Plus pianos aren't really mobile, so I could never go in my room and just like, jam or whatever.
Being couped up inside all day has also given me a lot of time to think about things. It sort of made me depressed in lieu of recent events. ::sigh:: I desparately need to get out more, do new things, and meet new people. Oh, summer goal right there. Nice. Not as amazing as John's goal of becoming a Justice of the Peace.. unfortunatley for him it's not going to work out. It was still a good idea though.
Ever have to say something to someone but can't find the words? Yeah, I've been having that problem. I can visually picture in my mind what I want to express to someone, but the few times I've tried, I've failed. gah! It's frustrating. Although, I seriously doubt that anything I say to this person is going to affect them. Whatever. Same thing happens with my parents sometimes. I get stuck and can't express myself in the way I want to. I guess I just suck with words. Wait a minute, I guess? How about, I KNOW. For example, I suck royally at telling stories. Maybe thats why I like talking to people on AIM and stuff. Things just flow easier when i'm typing. I guess I could try writing a note. But I'd rather have a conversation...or maybe it could spark a conversation. I'll have to think about that one.
Alright, I think I'm done with my blabbering. This is one of the longer entries I've made in a while. I think I'm coming back to this thing, watch out people!! hah.
Oh god, see what I mean about needing to get out more?