GRAMATICALLY SPEAKING YOU'RE ADORABLE
Mixed feeling have caught the best of me again.
Yes, it's the Boy Factor. But isn't it always?
Quick run-through:
Nick:
date with him last night.
dont like him
he tried to cuddle with me
i played dumb
this boy just doesn't get it
i will be breaking the truth to him here real soon
Zach R:
wont talk to me;probably hates my guts
end of story
Talyor:
for the first time in a looong time i stood by the window and watched
and waited and watched and waited and watched
date got cancelled on lack of time
why was i so anxious? strange
next day- date(ish) included steak&shake, park, wig, paul, andreson, cates
no good night kiss. why was i so disappointed?
we made me laugh... biggest turn on.
he for sure likes me
do i like him? could i? are these all signs? am i in denial? am i just scared?
O H D E A R
Zach C:
called; wanted to chill; couldn't
saw him later that day
thought i was ready.... i wasn't
not to mention amy paul was there
why he is so interested in being my friend
i am officially NOT READY to be seeing him
i've gotten over the talking on the phone issue...school not sure about that yet
Jonathan:
called at two in the a.m. three times in a row
i wonder why i didn't answer??
just wants to get in my pants
that is so very disapointing
oh how kids change over the years....
Ryan:
i have a feeling he still really likes me
asks me to chill and stuff
sometimes i feel bad but i know there's not much i can do about it
PARTAY with him on saturday :) yay
THE END.
Other Upcoming Events and Schedule for Week:
Wednesday: dive, work
Thursday: Work, Freethy Day, dive
Friday: UW-Madison, possible movie with Shanker[?]
Saturday: PARTAY.
Sunday: Family. poop.
and that;s all ive got.
peace out homies.
xox Beanhead*
ps-better updates to come, just need more time.