Drained
"Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it."
~ Buddha ~
So much has been going on in the past couple of days, I feel emotionally and physically drained. The routine is the same everyday. It's kind of like a wheel....in de wheel....in de middle of de wheel way up in de middle of de air. Always revolving, never to change course. But I do know very soon that it will shift gears slightly with swimming ending (finally). My focus can go completely on the musical, which I need to work on a lot. Well, today was a pretty shitty day. I hardly got any sleep the night before (due to finally getting COX cable internet). The wheel started squeaking little by little when I woke up, and just stared at my ceiling thinking just another day. Chamber Choir this morning. Yea then after that shit, me and Peter trudged to English, only to be enlightened by the Perttuilator's face whilst speaking to Mrs. Baylog. Her face was priceless. A perfect example of confusion. The day moved on, and the wheel turned faster. Lunch came around, I was excited to know there was a fresh, juicy, spicy, burrito waiting for me in my locker. I warmed it up in the L-Room microwave, and took my first indulgent bite. Sweeeeeeet SHIT!! It tasted like a cabbage patch doll mixed with donkey shit and curding milk. But I had my cookie, and milk, and all was well in the jungle. The wheel was now rotating at aproximately 12 Revolutions per Second. Or at least that was what math was like. Musical practice, stressful. Umm, yea. Now I am in the process of oiling my wheel, and preparing it for another run tomorrow. Ahhh...Somethings coming, I wonder what?