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I've never been so confused about my life in, well, my life. I have an internship at the moment, but I hate it and it's ending at the end of this month. They're willing to keep me on as a "consultant" (whatever that means) but I don't think I want to. Other than that, I have absolutely no job prospects. I'm living in New Jersey at the moment, which is not where I want to be at all. I only know about two people who live here, and I'm nowhere near them. I was really considering going back to Michigan, except the boy was holding me back. Well, thats over with, so no more holding back. I applied to a Masters in Statistics program at Western Michigan today, but that scares the crap out of me. I spent my whole life wanting to leave Michigan, and all the sudden I might be going back? What? And what if I get stuck in Kalamazoo for the rest of my life? The job market sucks there, but I can't seem to find a job here anyway, so does it really matter where I am? UGggggg. I'm so confused. This is all happening too quickly! Why can't I just have one more year of undergrad to figure things out?