Somnambulist Bean

Nov 05, 2006 03:28

I don't know how long I've been asleep for, I just sort of, dosed off. I've now thouroughly convinced myself i will be awake for the rest of the night/morning. After a ciggerette I had a strange preminition, one that involved sitting infornt of this glowing computer screen for the remainder of the night typing as fast and thoughtlessly/fully as I can. Not to mention rattling my synapses with some really wicked chill music. My life has seemingly floated by without any record of my interactions, thoughts or opinions regarding anything I've seen or experienced.

*COUGH* *HACK* (I very nearly swallowed root beer into my lungs. I think my brain is subconciously trying to kill me. THAT'S how conflicted I have felt lately.) Looking back on some of my latest mis-adventures I realise that i've been deeply conflicted or very distracted.

I suppose this makes an ideal discaimer to anyoe lucky enough to have my company as of late. It would be appropriate to describe my state of mind as "zombie auto pilot" beyond eating brains and making sure I don't fly into mountains I've hardly been able to invest any personal energy.

god. I'm so boring i can hardly entertain myself...
im going to bed.
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