bring on the tits and balls.

[swiftpersona]

difficult discoveries have arisen while at josh's house, staying on the couch, staring up at the ceiling. i've been way too distracted with the frivolities of life to open my mind to the bigger picture. sometimes it takes an uncomfortable situation watching television in the wee hours of the morning to prompt an epiphany. and last night, on the l word, funnily enough, there was a girl who reminded me of someone. i felt rather drawn to her, horrifically attracted to her as a matter of fact. but when i looked closer, i noticed that she was actually a he. after the initial disgust, i came to realize that i was still attracted to her/him. and then, taking an unbiased look at the people in my life, i realized that i do find men attractive, sexually as well as intellectually. i suppose i shouldn't be closed minded about these things and just press forward. i am bisexual. there is a sigh of relief echoing in the room, and i swear i've never felt so uplifted.
-D.
PS: another note for myself. i probably shouldn't leave livejournal logged in at josh's house...