gad!
So, I've tried so hard to quit worrying about everything that's stressing me out right now. The fact that I have a psycho for a boss and she's getting worse by the minute, the fact that I have about a zillion things to do before next Tuesday in school if I'm to even chance an A, and mostly the fact that my best friend won't talk to me or call me back and I haven't the faintest idea what I could have done to cause that. The whole thing with Ben alone has stressed me out to the point of breathlessness and a total breakdown midday today. I just couldn't stop crying. Maybe I'll just blame this on PMS and the compilation of psychosis that is going on at work, but I feel like I'm losing control and no matter what I do I'm slipping under. And paradoxically, basically the only person who can make things better for me currently isn't speaking to me. Fun. I'll be quite out of touch for until Monday night or so. I hope my problems stay here when I go. I'll be more ready for them when I get back.