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I feel horrible for the weekend, although I shouldn't, I do. I'm apologize you guys (justin and miranda), I know justin went to the trouble of setting that "thing" (for lack of a better phrase) and I'm aware that I was no fun. I'll atest and agree to the fact that I complain about not "finding" someone, MUCH too much, if a fuck such as myself may have an opinion.
I would just rather prefer it to happen naturally, with no intentional seeking out involved, because otherwise I feel like the 13 year old girl that I once was who made me so unhappy. I should probably apologize to the other parties involved when I see them in the future, I can imagine they were expecting more out of the evening.
I'm paranoid.....and kind of ashamed of myself.
The 13-year-old will reside in her room for the remainder of the night to finish her homework.....I'll talk to people tomorrow.
I would just rather prefer it to happen naturally, with no intentional seeking out involved, because otherwise I feel like the 13 year old girl that I once was who made me so unhappy. I should probably apologize to the other parties involved when I see them in the future, I can imagine they were expecting more out of the evening.
I'm paranoid.....and kind of ashamed of myself.
The 13-year-old will reside in her room for the remainder of the night to finish her homework.....I'll talk to people tomorrow.