The past should be just that
It really should. I have my own way of getting over things, and that way is to keep it to myself, all bottled up and just let it go. But I can't let it go if people are constantly coming to me and asking me for every little detail. That's been beyond stressful, that leads to rumors being started and really none of it should have been started since it was like drilling nails in rocks for my sisters to try and pry what little they got out of me. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with people? If I'm not talking about it why does anyone else need to? Anyone really wants to know why I don't date, it's because I don't care, or rather I never cared and now I just don't want to because I'm not interested in seeing what's going to be said next.
Yeah, he wasn't the best at all, but really, that was my first and so far only try at anything like a relationship and the worst part about it, what made it at it's worst, is everything that was made up afterwards.
><;;; I really wish people would let go so I can let go. I really do. Those people that won't drop it, I can't figure them out for the life of me. But then again I was rather anti-social before I met my friends so maybe I'll learn why anyone wants to poke and pry into another's lifestyle. Maybe. No garuntee, but I think I still love my friends none the less.
Yeah, he wasn't the best at all, but really, that was my first and so far only try at anything like a relationship and the worst part about it, what made it at it's worst, is everything that was made up afterwards.
><;;; I really wish people would let go so I can let go. I really do. Those people that won't drop it, I can't figure them out for the life of me. But then again I was rather anti-social before I met my friends so maybe I'll learn why anyone wants to poke and pry into another's lifestyle. Maybe. No garuntee, but I think I still love my friends none the less.