Oct 13, 2004 20:25
sighs..
whatever i say makes him sad or hurt and it sucks and i came home to have to eat pasta with mum which sucks when i want to be with him, i think, at his all warm and happy, but were not happy, so i guess its just a case of wishing, hoping, ive fucked it all up, it hurts but we'll live..
today was ok me and ruth had four re and then i had pottery which is just funny, me and grace are not too great tho my new ball pot thing is tiny and cute..
i want gungerees.. and my dunlops, waiting for the money to buy em', if they go up il die.. and kill office
mikey picked me up, which was meant to be me trying to make him happier but failed miserably, the weathers fault.. we fell asleep on each other on the bus.. cute..ohh i duno.. i really dont..
x