define friendship
i dunno why i get so caught up in people, especially ones ive known for nine years, i figure that's long enough to know someone, i think it's kinda messed up the last time i talked to her and i know she wont read this, im the last person she wants to be in communication with probally, i dunno why i only think of it untill i get on livejournal, im sure she doesnt think about me during the day, i guess it's true what they say, people do change, and sadly, she never saw me change, or at least she thinks she's seen me change, and she did, just not the final product, maybe it's about time we start anew not like any of this shit matters anyways, i just dont like people who ive been able to rely on in the past hate me, i realize what i did, and even though i wasnt mature about handeling then, im nearly eighteen, i can live up to my mistakes and take them like a man. adam lazarra said it best" ive made long term plans based off these mistakes"