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went to see ratatoulli with (in order of appearance) rose and alyssa
it was a good movie. i suggest it.
then we had mcdonalds. called it an early night. now i'm lonesome for a few hours before i go to sleep.
btw, someone at the movie was calling my name, but i couldn't find them in the crowd. i think brittany. if it was you or lauren, let me know. if not, then i odn't know who it could be and probably don't care. lol. just kidding.
also. i had a cigarette for the first time in like...forever. GOD the nicotine. i needed it so much. had to mellow out. i'm so....stressed.
and this whole, identity crisis i'm having is........annoying. every fiber of my being wants me to turn into...a pompus, arrogant, meathead. and as much as i'd like to concentrate a bit more on making myself ripped and sexy, i hate that kind of asshole with all my soul. hate them. and i refuse to be one. but i just might secretly be one deep down. that would explain my self loathing.
also, i'm back to being a paranoid freak. i feel like everyone is out to get me. sigh.
it was a good movie. i suggest it.
then we had mcdonalds. called it an early night. now i'm lonesome for a few hours before i go to sleep.
btw, someone at the movie was calling my name, but i couldn't find them in the crowd. i think brittany. if it was you or lauren, let me know. if not, then i odn't know who it could be and probably don't care. lol. just kidding.
also. i had a cigarette for the first time in like...forever. GOD the nicotine. i needed it so much. had to mellow out. i'm so....stressed.
and this whole, identity crisis i'm having is........annoying. every fiber of my being wants me to turn into...a pompus, arrogant, meathead. and as much as i'd like to concentrate a bit more on making myself ripped and sexy, i hate that kind of asshole with all my soul. hate them. and i refuse to be one. but i just might secretly be one deep down. that would explain my self loathing.
also, i'm back to being a paranoid freak. i feel like everyone is out to get me. sigh.