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well. life is a shitty hole right now. i'm $4500 in debt. i have no job. nobody wants to hire me. i'm having a serious identity crisis. i have no drive in life. haven't slept in 27 hours. and my dad, as far as i know, has been in the hospital for 12 hours because of a kidney stone. not normal. 12 hours? quite a long time. and no call home. someone just came by the house a few minutes ago and got dad's work truck. it might have been him. i don't know. someone from work maybe. but if so, where's mom? seeing as how everyone i'm close to tends to die, i'm obviously pretty afraid for what might be going on, or could happen. but i'm trying to stay positive.