your beloved darling wants to clarify

Oct 20, 2009 12:16



you asked me to think for you, i did.
but i guess i was too selfish, i only think for what's best for me.
I always say things that hurt your feelings
i am sorry, darling.

Past experiences tell me not to work with my boyfriend
just because, i am a very selfish and grumpy person
we are not seeing much of each other and we are already quarreling like that
imagine what happens if we ever work together
i dont want us to quarrel
i dont want us to be unhappy as much as you do
correct me if i am wrong darling
but trust me, i dont want us to quarrel , really.

I've always believed in the phrase; 'absence makes the heart fonder'
but in our case, you are always the initiative one
and i am always not as willing
probably that is why we are always quarreling
but i would try to change that
that i promise you .
and when i said i miss you, i really do !

and believe me, you totally ruined my morning when you say you are not going to school
because i dont want you not to go to school when i am still in school
what is ever going to happen when i already graduate
i dont want that to happen
i want my darling to graduate from school
and i want my darling to be someone who i can depend on
who can achieve what he promised to do
i want my darling to be someone i can be proud of

and the fact that i am going for job
on one hand, its true, i want to be with my friends
but i also really want to show that i am working hard for us too ! 
believe in me, darling, i love you, do ppt aldy :)

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