a wee rant

[swerebie]

Today is one of those days where I would have liked to be many other places than here. And when I say "here", I mean in the larger sense. Not in the here in Chapel Hill sense, but more the here in this place in life. I'm sick of school- of all that goes with it. Tired (for now) of how there is no parking, how I'm always doing something for it, how it tries to rule my life (and every freakin day of my summer), how schedules keep changing- among other things. I'm tired of bitchy landlords disallowing me from parking at my friend's place, thus forcing me to be late to work everyday... or to have to spend my first hour's wage to park in the parking garage (which I can get a ticket for if they find out I'm not a patient/visitor). I can't handle people who are inconsiderate to others, people who only see what's happening in thier own lives, people who don't understand the things that it are their job to understand, and people who are happy for no apparent reason (the latter is only a today thing because I'm pissy...happy people are ok other days :). )

Ok. I have said enough now. Today was just one of those trying days when you want to go back to bed and have a "do-over". None of those here though. Life goes on and I'm sure that once tomorrow gets here and I look back, today seen as yesterday won't be so bad. So with that I'm off. Off to read for class then work on PBL (for class) and then likely to do what I wrote of the other night: to sit (or stand) and stare- at nothing and for no reason- until there is nothing left to do but sleep.