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So people I've been thinking alot about things going on in my life and I think I need to get away from it all because I think im going crazy. I mean do you ever look in your past and want to just...step back to those happy days. I want to all the time I mean I look at my life now and Im like shit summer of 2003 rocked my socks off. I dont know im just a wishful thinker cought up in the crazy world around her. Last weekend was crazy I had so much fun haning around with a bunch of ppl whom I havent hung out with in awhile. I mean it was great and I got to kinda talk to the all famous all ghetto homieness?? BRICE..thats right doggy g lol.
A couple things that are buggin me right now are "him" Not giving a flying fuck about me and acting like Im not even alive even tho Ill be right in front of his face. Or the excuse your too young for me to date I mean...theres only two years between us buddy. And everyone always telling me to be positive... and the whole glass half empty/full shit I saw my glass isnt half full nor half empty...my glass its shattered on the ground with the milk all over the floor. I dunno im just in a reall wierd mood right now.
Mcas is tommorow im not looking forward to that at all I have a feeling im going to do really bad on it. I mean come on... its me after all im just like so rebellious lol..i feel alot better after talking to my buddy brea thanks alot by the way for the help ful advice im so glad i have ppl like her and mel and ally and cate and dez and sarah and amanda in my life..haha that was wuite a long list bc i dont know whered i be iwthout them..and to all my other friends you all rock my socks off and i love you all.
Im taking it step by step day by day then maybe ill end up okey. But if you guys talk to me my friends that is and im wicked pissed off its nothing agasint you its other ppl like.."him" that are buggin me. I also have a few ppl at my school whom i have a eye on ..maybe il lget the nerve to talk to them sometime this week...
haha love you all muchso..
katie
A couple things that are buggin me right now are "him" Not giving a flying fuck about me and acting like Im not even alive even tho Ill be right in front of his face. Or the excuse your too young for me to date I mean...theres only two years between us buddy. And everyone always telling me to be positive... and the whole glass half empty/full shit I saw my glass isnt half full nor half empty...my glass its shattered on the ground with the milk all over the floor. I dunno im just in a reall wierd mood right now.
Mcas is tommorow im not looking forward to that at all I have a feeling im going to do really bad on it. I mean come on... its me after all im just like so rebellious lol..i feel alot better after talking to my buddy brea thanks alot by the way for the help ful advice im so glad i have ppl like her and mel and ally and cate and dez and sarah and amanda in my life..haha that was wuite a long list bc i dont know whered i be iwthout them..and to all my other friends you all rock my socks off and i love you all.
Im taking it step by step day by day then maybe ill end up okey. But if you guys talk to me my friends that is and im wicked pissed off its nothing agasint you its other ppl like.."him" that are buggin me. I also have a few ppl at my school whom i have a eye on ..maybe il lget the nerve to talk to them sometime this week...
haha love you all muchso..
katie