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Strange beauty -SubHuti © 2005

Tonight when the sun went down
And it was dark and the rain was still falling
I went out side and just sat back in silence
I felt so free and so calm, I didn't have a worry in the world
Couldn’t have cared less about anything other
Than just being in the moment that I was in
Painting the picture in my mind through my finger tips

I could just be content with
The ways of life and the
Current taking me away
I feel a strange emotion
Of self fulfillment and
Happy? Maybe just maybe

Even though I’m still sick
And I know it, I don’t care
I wish I could live in this
Moment forever, content with
Nothing and it’s a good energy
A strange pulse has come to
My blood, A warmth caused by
None, other than self inflicted
I feel like how I always should have been

I could just be content with
The ways of life and the
Current taking me away
I feel a strange emotion
Of self fulfillment and
Happy? Maybe just maybe
I’m who I should have started
Off being

The tears that try to fall from my eyes
Are not selected by downfall
But brought to happiness
And I could die tonight and care
About tomorrow and what I will miss
Maybe the cure is my self
I’ll never know, but I hope I
Can run with it till
The sun rises on a new day